Woah.

And again, Woah.

I have totally neglected this blog for months, I have no excuses.

A new year and a new beginning indeed. Starting with my fave song of the week

What's new?

Love: am single, have been single for the longest time (around 4 weeks) since I was 15! That's 6 years of no singleness. I admit, I feel anchorless somehow, like I might float away without a boyfriend. How pathetic...

However to make up for it, seems like all my girlfriends have been extra supportive, feel nurtured emotionally by females, an interesting change.

One of my friends lent me eat pray love - is it scary or sad that I find so much in common with Elizabeth Gilbert, a 30 year old? I literally knew what she was going on about, and trust me, I am NOT a person in touch with their emotions normally (can't tell the difference between anxiety and infatuation, go figure)

Nights are hard - it's 2 in the morning and I can't sleep, or rather embark on the journey toward falling asleep. It's a long and hard road, for no apparent reason other than I know that there is no one to spoon should I feel the need. This is ironic, since I never took the opportunity to engage in my full share of spoonage whilst in an actual relationship. I guess we always want what we can't have. Or in my case flat-out refuse - "sorry can't, am busy reading/photoshopping/watching tv"

Work: am still at my mag place, content with the work. Am currently working on application for junior assistant to creative director at advertising firm. Must send CV and 'something creative'. Excited.

Dance: with T8F moving to Melbourne, am kind of stumped as to what the next move is. All I know is that I want to keep dancing, but I'm not sure if I can do it alone.

School: summer school. That's all I'm going to say.

Christmas and New Years was the best I've had - both in the quality of the event and the people I spent it with. Got the cutest and most amount of presents ever during Christmas, and this was with my FRIEND's family.

New Years at Gold Coast went above and beyond expectations - never had so much fun with all girls before. I think its because half were bitches, and the other half were my bitches. I fully recommend buying a pub crawl pass (we bought some from Plan B party evens) as they guarantee you'll be in clubs full of people, with free drinks to boot. And yes, I did get a new years kiss from Greece. Also met Lebanon. Had interesting conversations with Canada and Spain. International relations were tame, with no free trade agreements made.

Have pretty much bought a whole new wardrobe, which feels appropriate given my circumstances in all areas of life have changed. I feel like a snake shedding skin, in a vogue kind of way ofcourse.

Resolutions:

1. Go after everything I want with everything I have. (how Capricorn of me)
2. Remember to mouthwash after brushing
3. Learn to drive




Phew, most I've ever written. Hope your break has been good, dear reader, and I will post soon.